your so broken i dont even know what to say to you i wish i could kiss your wounds and make them better but im just as lost in it all as you are and its never never going to be okay i dont think i'll ever smile i want to go that extra mile, make you happy but im about as close to that as you are to being there for me your sick in the head your as fucked as me in that padded room looking at your memories on the wall your never going to escape and im there right next to you but you dont see me because im gone im so gone im a faded
faded thought im a figment of your imagination so screwed they they dont want me anymore and Im saying this to you so you can hold on because i dont care if you give up on me im not going to lose you not after ive lost so much you'll always be there in my head even if i want you to go away im always going to love you ialwayswanttofallinlovewithyoualloveraga in
life seems dull like ruggedly sharp edges upon the neck of an innocent child
i reach out for the flower, a single raindrop falls. Or is that a tear?
It moves out of my reach, and it bows its blossomed head as it dies.
This is my hope.
Like I'm just half awake, barely openning my eyes to see everything in its fucked up light.
I get so wrapped up in things, I hope I never forget to say I love you